Şpiяit Җ Ŵołf Fri Aug 13, 2010 11:09 am
Yes, Willow, time is very precious sometimes. At some stage down the line I think I consciously tried to arrange my life that I have as little responsibilities as possible, which only changed when I got my dog. But I always vowed I would do what I wanted and love what I do, if you like. I know being a working mom is a whole different ballgame, which unfortunately, due to circumstances, I shall perhaps no longer be able experience that in this lifetime, but only time shall tell.. It is something I would love and is only natural and what one always imagines as a child is essential and obviously going to happen one day, so one doesn't even have to think about it yet. But then, sometimes, a long time passes and you get out of your timeframe, your foreseen lifecycle or destiny, which is what happened in my life. And then you have no other option, but to have a lot of time on your hands. Of course, given you make the right choices more or less in your life and knowing yourself and your capabilities is another great tip for arranging your life how you want it. You know what I mean? ;o) I bet you do! Perhaps your life also needs a little rearranging, although I realise from the day a child is born or you get that puppy or kitten, that's a new road that begins for the baby as well as for yourself. There's no going back. From that moment on - so I suppose it might be a little difficult in the middle of a stressful situation to always get yourself out of it quickly. But I'm sure you'll manage, if you take one step at a time and take decisions, one by one, thought through and with a calm mind. This dream I believe we shall begin to live here in the Austrian (yes, I'm in Vienna right now, no longer living in the UK!) countryside, is one that is long-awaited for both me and my fiancee and is what we have both worked towards (at first seperately and now together) for many years. I hope you too find the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, sometime, soon. And I'm sure communication on this site shall also perhaps give you a little push to make changes in your life or to take good decisions.. In anycase I am sure shall support you in any way you wish.
I could write more, but shall leave it for now.
Sometimes my mails and messages get very long..........
Love, light and good luck blessings,
rebecca