Greetings!~
My name is Janelle, I live in MN, US. I am a single mother of a 13 year olde boy. I have always been a strong empath. When I was a child, I used to play with deceased children, many who would find me. I never knew they were deceased but I knew they were different. One day while visiting my father on a farm, my favorite sun dress went missing. A friend of mine said she was just going to 'borrow' it, and when I went to her house to collect it..the family was very upset. Thier child had died long ago. I never did get my dress back. lol I feel that the little girl wanted the dress to show her family she was still with them.
I also come from a long line of gifted family members. My grandmother and great grandmother were powerful mediums and psychics and I believe "secret" solitary practioners. I believe both were born with a veil. Unfortunatley, my grandmother passed when I was young, but she is still with me...guiding me. I am also just discovering I have alot of 'solitary' and 'gifted' family members from both sides.
I have a long history of batteling dark forces. I was child of light tormented by darkness. I didnt have anyone to help me, I was raised catholic by my mother, and her idea of helping was to take me to a priest who worsened the situation. My only real source of help was the Fae who lived in my willow tree when I was younger.(they helped see me through a lot of those dark times) They also told me I was a witch when I was really young. At the time, I didnt want to believe it..as my interpritation of witches were alot like the wizard of oz's green faced lady. They told me I should embrace it, but I became angry with them and lost contact. (I thought they were insulting me, but later realized they had alot to teach me..but I never got the chance to talk with them further about it as we had moved) I did take what they said seriously, and would ride my bike up to the library to help search the path I was lead to and became a solitary practioner. Later I tried to visit with them and the willow tree was removed, along with the other near by trees that they lived in. I was very upset and mourned for a very long time. I mourned for my willow and I mourned for the Fae who lived within.
Frustrated with my childhood, I surpressed alot of my gifts/talents and I was in a period of stagnation for alot of my adult life, until a few years ago I was reawakened.
**When I first met you Misty, you stated the Fae had a message for someone...and they would know who they were..the message was.."They are still here"**
So, FINALLY following the advice of Fae, I have fully embraced my true calling and am reawakening my senses!! I have a strong connection with celtic paganisim. I am so glad this forum is here Misty! Thank you! I look forward to the journey with you all!
*+*+*Many Blessings!!*+*+* )O(
My name is Janelle, I live in MN, US. I am a single mother of a 13 year olde boy. I have always been a strong empath. When I was a child, I used to play with deceased children, many who would find me. I never knew they were deceased but I knew they were different. One day while visiting my father on a farm, my favorite sun dress went missing. A friend of mine said she was just going to 'borrow' it, and when I went to her house to collect it..the family was very upset. Thier child had died long ago. I never did get my dress back. lol I feel that the little girl wanted the dress to show her family she was still with them.
I also come from a long line of gifted family members. My grandmother and great grandmother were powerful mediums and psychics and I believe "secret" solitary practioners. I believe both were born with a veil. Unfortunatley, my grandmother passed when I was young, but she is still with me...guiding me. I am also just discovering I have alot of 'solitary' and 'gifted' family members from both sides.
I have a long history of batteling dark forces. I was child of light tormented by darkness. I didnt have anyone to help me, I was raised catholic by my mother, and her idea of helping was to take me to a priest who worsened the situation. My only real source of help was the Fae who lived in my willow tree when I was younger.(they helped see me through a lot of those dark times) They also told me I was a witch when I was really young. At the time, I didnt want to believe it..as my interpritation of witches were alot like the wizard of oz's green faced lady. They told me I should embrace it, but I became angry with them and lost contact. (I thought they were insulting me, but later realized they had alot to teach me..but I never got the chance to talk with them further about it as we had moved) I did take what they said seriously, and would ride my bike up to the library to help search the path I was lead to and became a solitary practioner. Later I tried to visit with them and the willow tree was removed, along with the other near by trees that they lived in. I was very upset and mourned for a very long time. I mourned for my willow and I mourned for the Fae who lived within.
Frustrated with my childhood, I surpressed alot of my gifts/talents and I was in a period of stagnation for alot of my adult life, until a few years ago I was reawakened.
**When I first met you Misty, you stated the Fae had a message for someone...and they would know who they were..the message was.."They are still here"**
So, FINALLY following the advice of Fae, I have fully embraced my true calling and am reawakening my senses!! I have a strong connection with celtic paganisim. I am so glad this forum is here Misty! Thank you! I look forward to the journey with you all!
*+*+*Many Blessings!!*+*+* )O(